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How I Want My Next 5 Years To Look Like
The only way out of stagnation is to look forward.
On two separate occasions, both of my parents asked me what my plan would be going forward. A well-intentioned question that left my mouth speechless, mind empty, and heart restless for the next few weeks.
Five years ago, I didn’t see myself where I am now. After college, I thought I would be working a steady job in the industry I’m qualified in, still a part of a strong church community, living on my own, and even in a steady relationship. I probably would have been planning my wedding right now. Instead, I’m back in my childhood room. Acting as a family chauffeur while trying to seek success while not losing my sanity. It’s been an unexpected detour, to say the least.
I don’t reminisce with shame or regret. Life rarely follows the script we write for it. However, I’d be lying if I said I was completely content with life. The question about my future exposed my pessimistic outlook on life that often blinded me to the possibilities of progress. After all:
- The beginning of the new decade brought a series of complications that forced everyone to readjust their lives.
- I thought I reached a place of equilibrium where I can coast on the bare essentials (job, community, time for hobbies, etc.)
